Find a Christian store

<< Go Back

Song for the Hunter

By Naomi Musch

Order Now!

Chapter 1

Did my mother take the decision of marriage too lightly, or were her choices simply as limited as mine? I have always wondered.
—Camilla Bonnet’s Journal

Late June 1808

A stiff breeze snapped tendrils of Camilla Bonnet’s hair about her wind-burned face as she clung to the gunwale of the long Montreal canoe. Its eight voyageurs leapt into the shallow lake surf, making the craft jerk and wobble, assuring Camilla she was indeed pregnant. Her stomach lurched with each opposing shift of their weight. No good would come of her losing her pease porridge in front of them all, for it was far too soon for her secret to be revealed. She had yet to grasp it herself.
Climbing to the wharf, factoring his own weight into the upset, Camilla’s husband, Ambroise, turned and reached for her. “Steady now.”
She offered him a weak smile as she slipped her hand in his and rose to unsteady feet. Swallowing down a sour knot, she lifted the edge of her skirts and stepped onto the long pier. She eased out a breath and smoothed the hair from her face to better study the gentle slope of Madeleine Island—christened after the trader’s wife, said to be an Ojibwe princess. Dark-haired children ran chattering along the waterfront, evidence of a village nearby. Porters moved around her as they unloaded bundles of trade goods from the four thirty-foot canoes and carried them ashore. They marched in a line, past remnants of an old fort, toward the trading post.
Camilla turned about and shielded her eyes against the brilliance of the afternoon sun to peer toward the mainland across the bay. The natives and voyageurs called it Ouisconsin. Perhaps a league distant, its wooded headland rose gradually above the water.
“A beautiful country, is it not, and this island post so well situated?” Ambroise spoke beside her, then bent to fetch the trunk.
“Oui, it is.” She inhaled a deep draught of air, hoping to ease the turbulence inside. Perhaps there would be something other than water to drink inside the trading post. Tea would suit best.
Hoisting the filthy hem of her gown again, she trudged behind Ambroise up the beach toward the giant, swaying firs, slowly gaining her land legs as she left the Lac Supérieur bay behind. Oh! To only get out of this dreadful sun and lay her pounding head on a soft mattress, should one be had. How very doubtful that was.
La Pointe was a primitive outpost, though she’d been led to believe that Michel Cadotte, the trader in charge, had been well-educated back in Montreal. Such remembrance gave her hope for some amenity. At least she would not have to travel any farther west, unlike her brother’s brigade, which had left Montreal with them but paddled the lake’s northern arch.
“Do you suppose Tristan will arrive at Fort William soon?” She spoke to Ambroise’s back.
He chuckled. “His brigade has some distance farther to travel than ours, my dear. It shouldn’t be many more days, however.”
To Camilla, it really only mattered how long she would be able to rest here. “When shall we expect him?”
“Not until August. Precisely when is uncertain.” He cast her a smile over his shoulder. “I am sure Madame Cadotte will make you comfortable until our season of venturing is at an end and Tristan’s brigade arrives. And I will count on you to keep an adequate record of your own discoveries here in your journal.” He winked before focusing again on his footpath.
She pressed against the deep pocket of her skirt, assuring herself her journal was still safely tucked within.
They would have at least a month’s wait, and then they would journey back to Montreal, where she would settle into a long winter’s preparation for motherhood. The thought of being pregnant shocked her anew, yet it would not be a dreaded thing. How fine it would be to love someone with all her being who might return her love without condition.
She glanced at Ambroise shouldering her trunk and his satchel ahead of her, just as the porters. A young man from the post ran to meet him, and they shared some words.
Ambroise was a decent man, but to say she had fallen in love with him would be a lie. She bore him a mild affection, but marriage to him had been a means to escape. Had she waited much longer to choose a husband, the opportunism of her father might have seen her married to someone much worse—like that crotchety old Scot, Monsieur MacDaw. Ambroise Bonnet was neither handsome nor homely, and his personality was at times overly excitable. Still, he had been better than her other options with their fat wallets, wandering eyes, or aged disability her father had been considering for her. She might not love Ambroise whole-heartedly, but she could accept and endure him. She sensed in him the making of a better father than her own had been.
Then perhaps it was wishful thinking, and only time would tell, for with Ambroise’s rise in her father’s company, might not he yield to his father-in-law’s influences in ways that stretched beyond business? Please, God, he would not.
They passed the place of the old fort, which must have been a pivotal situation along Lake Superior’s southern shore during the wars. Madeleine Island was the largest of a collection of islands called the Apostles, though the voyageurs said there were twenty-two rather than twelve.
“Come, my darling.” Ambroise paused to wait for her as the boy scampered off. “I will inquire as to whether Monsieur and Madame Cadotte have a room waiting for us.”
Such an exhilarating thought. A room. Four square walls. No more nights on a bed of cedar boughs with only a tarp or canot over their heads—at least not until the return voyage home. No matter that the trader’s house would likely be rustic and probably smell of seasoning hides. It was a room. Camilla quickened her pace behind him.
He directed her attention to a sprawling oak standing nearby like a sentinel. “Perhaps you wish to wait in the shade with your trunk while I greet Gichi-miishen at the storehouse.” He smiled proudly at his use of the natives’ name for Michel Cadotte. Great Michel, indeed.
A sigh escaped her. “Oui, that would be most pleasant.” To avoid a smelly storehouse for the breeze beneath the shade would refresh her before she had to meet the Cadottes, as well as afford her a further study of her new surroundings.
“I will not be long. There is the house, see?”
She turned her attention in the direction he’d nodded, and her heart thumped in pleasant surprise. A modest, two-story home, built of sturdy, lathed logs nestled along the edge of the trees. Next to it, a rustic fence of upright cedar poles enclosed a garden. The tidy structure was a most welcoming sight and hinted at more civilization than she’d imagined in such a place.
“And there is the storehouse.” He nodded toward another building constructed of squared logs joined in dovetail fashion at the corners.
Camilla sat on her trunk, and Ambroise went away whistling, as though he was one of the voyageurs and not the son-in-law of one the North West Company’s most prominent merchants. Had he been more like Tristan, he would puff out his chest and take great advantage of his position as James Clarboux’s agent and favored son-in-law. He would enlist servants to carry his bundles to and from the store, and he would esteem himself as a man to be catered to. Tristan would find means to please himself in every possible way during his venture. His self-centered nature would not be so easily appeased as Amboise’s boyish delight.
Camilla leaned her back against the bark of the broad oak, thankful her father had assigned Ambroise to a separate brigade and different route than Tristan, at least for now. Marriage to Ambroise had freed her from her father’s scrutinizing oversight, though not as far as she would have liked. Yet for this season, and with Tristan elsewhere, there was distance enough.
She closed her eyes and inhaled the scent of pine on the fresh lake air. The crowded streets of Montreal, replete with the stink of its waste, was a distant memory. Here, freedom seemed possible, if only temporarily. If she could prevent Ambroise from knowing she was pregnant until the time came for their return, she might almost feel as if the constraints of her Montreal life didn’t exist. On this island, she could hold her secret close while finding refuge from the July heat and humidity that hugged the inland country. It could be that the upcoming month might pass most pleasantly. She would write of her days and the hopes and dreams for her babe in her journal, her closest confidante besides God.
When she opened her eyes again, she took in the layout of commons and buildings more closely. Smoke ascended from what must be an outdoor summer kitchen and laundry. Chickens pecked in the dirt outside a small barn, and a woodshed was attached to another building. Tendrils of smoke carried on the breeze from cook fires somewhere beyond.
Camilla brushed the dry beach sand from her slippers. Ambroise should return any moment. She glanced expectantly to the door of the storehouse, but the next figure to emerge was that of a native or possibly Métis man. His face lifted toward her, almost as though he were aware someone watched from across the compound, for his eyes immediately found hers and widened. His steps slowed, and Camilla realized she was staring. For one heart-stuttering moment, she thought he might approach her.
She jerked her gaze away as discomfort wormed through her. She had avoided these wilderness men when her husband wasn’t present—the voyageurs and especially the natives and Métis. Men of lower social rank were not like the bourgeoisie in Montreal who flirted and bantered, but whom she knew how to easily dismiss. In this country, they were unaccustomed to seeing a white woman, and her husband had warned her to be on her guard, for they would take their approaches to her more seriously and with greater curiosity. Who knew what dangerous thoughts lurked behind their dark countenances? She had enough experience of men to guess. In the moments she’d watched the stranger, however, she’d taken in his broad, bare shoulders and muscled torso. His hair was clubbed behind his head. He had a fine brow, and—she stole another quick look. Penetrating eyes. Watching her still, not turning away but settling on her as he halted his pace toward the shore and stared at her outright.
Camilla’s breath caught high in her chest as she pulled her glance away again. Take a care, Camilla, or he will think you are extending an invitation.
Ambroise must hurry, and she must not let herself be separated from him again in this place without a chaperone.
Her husband stepped out of the warehouse the next moment, easing her unsettled nerves. She rose and edged away from the tree, anxious now to be at his side. A brief glance at the Indian showed him moving on, but again their glances caught, if only for a moment. In her weeks of travel amid these unfamiliar people, none had so provoked her with such blunt perusal.
“Shall we get settled in our lodgings?” Ambroise’s voice reached her while he was still more than two rods distant.
She squared herself so she could no longer see the native and waited until her husband drew near. “Oui, darling. I fear I am quite in need of a nap. I hope our hosts will not mind.” She lay the back of her hand across her brow where a sudden dampness had arisen.
Ambrose hoisted her trunk once again. “Monsieur Cadotte tells me that both he and his wife have expected as much. They have a room prepared for us. Come, let us go and introduce ourselves to Madame Cadotte.”
Relieved, Camilla followed him toward the main house, but another turn of her head showed the same Indian, observing them from where he lingered with some others beneath the trees. She nearly bumped into Ambrose when he set the trunk on the stoop. As he knocked on the door, she slipped her arm beneath his elbow.
A moment later, a girl no older than nine or ten opened the door. “Bonjour.” The child was dressed in European style, wearing a short gown trimmed in lace. Nevertheless, her feet were clad in beaded moccasins, and her hair hung in two long braids beside a round, brown face. She called for her maman over her shoulder.
A woman stepped forward to greet them.
“Madame Cadotte? I am Monsieur Bonnet of Montreal, and this is my wife, Madame Bonnet.”
“Ah, oui! Monsieur and Madame Bonnet.” Though diminutive in size, the wife of Gichi-miishen bore about her a regal calm. She must indeed be the daughter of a chief. Her shining black hair was parted and braided in a long tail down her back, and her eyes snapped with kindness. Her lips curved slightly as she inclined her head toward them. “Come inside, please.” She drew them within, and homey sights and smells surrounded them. “I am known to The People as Equasayway, but you may call me by my Christian name, Madeleine. It is my pleasure to make your acquaintance. Your journey was a safe one, I hope?”
Camilla schooled her features to hide her surprise. She had not expected the native wife of a trader to speak French so fluently, although she’d met other Ojibwe along the route who did so. This far west, she expected to only meet a few Métis able to hold such civilized discourse.
Ambroise gave a slight bow. “Quite safe and very productive as well. It is good for us to come to your country. We look forward to viewing its abundant resources.”
“We are most happy you have come. Please, you must make yourself comfortable.” Madeleine led them into the main room of the house. A stone fireplace and hearth took up the center of one wall between a stairway and a doorway to another room. Two beds were fixed against an adjacent wall, and benches and shelves lined the others. A single window looked out the front of the house. Madeleine indicated chairs and a long table placed before the unlit hearth. She spoke to the girl who stood beside four younger siblings, the smallest only a toddler sitting on the floor. Then she looked at Camilla and Ambroise again. “Julie will bring refreshment.”
“Merci.” Camilla settled onto a chair.
“I hope you find your stay with us pleasant. You must not mind my children.” One of the other little girls drew close to their hostess. “Two of our older sons work in the storehouse and fields with their father, but the girls and the two little boys remain with me.” She pointed to each child from largest to smallest. “Julie, Mary, Antoine, Charlotte, Joseph.” They grinned as she said their names, and Antoine, about five, swung his legs restlessly.
“They are very well behaved.” Camilla smiled at them.
“My eldest daughter, Marguerite, has gone to the village.” She excused the small ones to play while the girl named Julie served their tea. The children, except for the toddler, scurried out the door.
Ambroise cast Camilla a smile. “My wife will certainly enjoy the children’s company. We have no children of our own as yet.”
Camilla sipped from her cup, grateful for the distraction. Now was not the time to tell him that his wishes were soon to unfold. She would let her secret remain her own for as long as she dared.
Once they’d finished their tea, Madeleine showed them to their room. She led them up the narrow stairwell beside the chimney. “My husband and I delight in having guests here on Mooningwanekaaning.”
A door stood on each side of the upstairs landing. Madame Cadotte raised a latch on the one to the right. “Here is your place.”
The bedroom into which Camilla entered contained two rope beds holding cornhusk-stuffed mattresses covered with trade blankets. Ambroise set Camilla’s trunk at the foot of one of them. The chamber must belong to the older girls, but she would not ask where they would sleep now. “Thank you for allowing us a place in your home.”
“My father, the great chief White Crane, taught that it is good to show kindness to strangers, and it is the way of my husband in his business.” She inclined her head.
Yet another relief coursed through Camilla. “Madeleine, I hope you will call me by my Christian name, Camilla.”
Madeleine curtsied. “I will leave you to your rest. You will join us for dinner later?”
“So we shall.” Ambroise had already removed his hat, and now he bowed graciously.
“Tell me,” Camilla said, stopping her. “Are all the people here so gracious and welcoming as you and your husband?”
Madeleine smiled. “There are many who come and go, so I cannot speak for each one, but here on the island, our intention is to show hospitality to all.”
“And your children play in safety?” she asked, despite having seen them excused to do so.
“Oui, Camilla. There is no one here to harm them. You must not worry.”
Did she read concern into Camilla’s veiled questions? Or perhaps they were not nearly so veiled?
Madeleine withdrew, and Camilla swept a glance over the spare room once more. Its only luxury was a writing desk that stood beneath a small window. She didn’t want to offend her hostess, so she had not asked the real question on her mind—whether or not she could trust everyone on this island. For all she knew, the man with the watchful eyes could be some relation to Madame Cadotte. She dared not offend her hostess.
Ambroise turned to her. “What is this line of questioning? Are you feeling well, Camilla? You’ve not seemed yourself today. I expected you would be more pleased to have finally arrived.”
“I am pleased. Only, I’m not yet used to this place. Ambroise …” She clutched her fingertips together. “I don’t like to be left alone. There are strangers everywhere.”
“You heard what Madeleine said. The people here welcome us.” Another tiny frown tweaked his brow. “Has someone upset you? Is this room not to your liking?”
Upset her? No, not really. She’d been more upset by Old McDaw in Montreal than by the man who stared at her as though he’d never seen a woman before. She shook her head. “It’s quite comfortable. No, I …” She shook her head again. “Never mind. I’m merely tired, that’s all. I shall be happy to close my eyes. I am unduly weary after this last leg of our journey.”
Ambroise stroked her cheek, then abruptly turned away and began searching in his satchel. He seemed to dismiss any concerns. “I will leave you to rest and unpack, my darling. I am going to assist Monsieur Cadotte and will return to you later.”
She strode to the little window and peered out of it. Although waving pine branches obscured the view toward the shore, she could still see several people mingling near the beach. Was the man with the scrutinizing gaze among them? She squinted for a longer look, but it was hard to tell. How his impertinence unnerved her. Yet there was something—she could not say what, some fascination—that made her want to return his study. She’d never experienced anything like it before. Simple curiosity perhaps, tempered by fear, for he was striking in a strange and foreign way, and there was danger about him.
“Should you have any need, you may send for me.” Ambroise turned her by the shoulders and kissed her brow. “You have borne our travels well. I am proud of you. Your father would be proud also.”
She nodded, but her smile felt wan. In truth, she cared not whether her father was proud at all.
He left her then, closing the door behind him. His heavy boots clomped down the stairs. She returned to the window. Ambroise walked with the gait of an anxious youth toward the trade goods store, but the people gathered by the shore had disappeared.

Order Now!

<< Go Back


Developed by Camna, LLC

This is a service provided by ACFW, but does not in any way endorse any publisher, author, or work herein.