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In High Cotton

By Ane Mulligan

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CHAPTER 1
October 28, 1929
Sadie always says, “Southern women may seem as delicate as flowers, but we’ve got iron in our veins.” I long to be like her—a lone Yamasee Indian rose, whose thorns protect her better than any man could. But it’s hard when every day is a struggle to make ends meet for myself and my son.
“Mama?” Barry pulls on my sleeve. “Can we buy these?” He bounces on his toes, his nutmeg eyes pleading with me over a pair of black high-topped, canvas athletic shoes.
I tousle his golden-brown curls, so much like mine, and pick up the price tag to consider. Mobley’s Dry Goods has them on sale, marked down from $1.39, but the ten cents saved won’t be enough. My heart cries to fulfill my baby’s wishes. In my own defense, I’ve done a respectable job raising Barry by myself while keeping Parker’s Grocery afloat, but our bottom line hangs on a precarious black edge, teetering way too close to red for comfort.
I blink away threatening tears and stroke his smooth cheek, hoping his just-turned-seven-year-old heart will understand. “I’m sorry, sugar. You’ll have to make do with the tennis oxfords for now. Look.” I hold the tag for him to see. “They cost half of those, and with you growing so fast, they’re all we can afford right now.”
He nods and squares his small shoulders. “Okay, Mama. The oxfords lace up quicker, anyhow.” My sweet boy puts the high-tops back on the shelf.
I turn to search for the owner’s middle-aged wife. I spot her salt-and-pepper topknot as she bends over the counter. “Ida Clare, can you measure Barry for these shoes?”
“Certainly, Maggie. Have him bring them to me.”
I give my boy a squeeze, and he carries the canvas oxfords to Miss Ida Clare. While she measures his foot, I wander to the front of the store and a display of aprons. I pick through them, looking for one with a little personality in a cheery yellow or royal blue, colors that work well with red hair. In these dark financial times, a bit of color helps—lifts a gal’s spirits like a new lipstick.
A train whistle blows, and the wheels clickety-clack on the tracks, vibrating the wooden floor. My heart skips a beat. Someday, I’m going to be on one of those, going somewhere. I turn to see if Barry heard it. He has and darts to the window. Anything to do with trains or airplanes draws him like a fly to butter.
“That’s the ten-ten, Mama. Right on time.” He peers past a set of fingerprints that are eye level with the dolls. I can’t help but wonder if some little girl’s mama feels the heartbreak I do as she stares at the dolls, knowing she can’t afford one for her little girl’s birthday.
“Is Miss Ida Clare finished with you, son?”
“Yes, ma’am. She’s got ’em at the register.”
I stand with him a moment. The train has one of those private passenger cars hooked on the end, in front of the caboose. We don’t see many of those. Mostly it’s freight cars that rumble through Rivers End, hauling crops or lumber. I wonder where it’s going and who’s on it. I
sometimes wish I could step onto that train and simply roll out of town, leaving my worries behind. But then, of course, I’d also be leaving Barry, my friends, and the town I love. And so I stay and fight. We all do.
Dreams aren’t fulfilled in times like these, and I need to pay for those shoes. While the apron is a bargain at twenty-five cents, I daren’t fall a quarter short on the upcoming tax bill our state legislators voted in that says I owe $273.42 on the grocery store. How can that be? Might as well be a million dollars. Where am I going to find an amount like that? After all the expenses of the store, my annual income barely peeks over the seven-hundred-dollar mark.
The apron I hold will have to wait. I lay it down.
“Here you go, sugar.” I pull a wrinkled dollar from a timeworn wallet I should have replaced a year ago and hand it to Barry. “Now bring me the change.”
After he pays, we leave Mobley’s. The leaves are starting to turn, and there’s a crisp feel to the air as we walk back along Main Street to the grocery, four doors down. To say Rivers End is a small town is an understatement. Established to serve the outlying farms, it amounts to a block-and-a-half of stores, a theater, a library, one bar-slash-gas station, and a couple of churches—the Methodist and the Catholic. The Baptist preacher is a traveling one, so most of the Baptists worship with the Methodists—strange bedfellows, but it works in Rivers End.
Still, we’re a tight-knit community, especially the merchants who live and work in the town. Between Mobley’s Dry Goods and my grocery, there’s the newspaper, the Farm Whistler, that runs my columns, Wiggins Feed & Seed with its sorry sun canopy tattered by a storm two years ago, and Hampton’s Drugstore, which also houses our tiny post office. The druggist, Beau Hampton, is our mayor and post master who was responsible for the town getting electrified three years ago. Now Parker’s has an electric refrigeration room for storing meat and dairy goods. No more ice to contend with in the grocery.
Across the street, behind the train station and the row of shanties that look like old men leaning over a checkerboard, the Oconee and Ocmulgee rivers converge into one, becoming the Altamaha. The Yamacraw Indians called the place “where rivers end,” giving our town its name. If Sadie is right about me having iron in my veins, then somewhere in the vortex of those rivers there must lay a giant magnet. And it’s pulling me under.
“Mama, can I go over to the train station and show Ozzie my new shoes?”
“Of course, but don’t you go bragging.”
His eyes grow large at the hint of offending his best friend. “No, ma’am. I won’t. But he got a pair ’zactly like mine yesterday.”
As soon as he scampers safely across the street to the train station, where Ozzie’s daddy, Wade, works and has one of the town’s two private telephones and the only pay phone, I step inside the grocery. Immediately, the scent of old wood and dirt clinging to the potatoes lays an olfactory rug beneath the citrusy tang from the oranges I displayed last night.
The grocery store, bearing my late husband’s family name, Parker’s, still flourishes with me at the helm. Well, “flourish” stretches it a mite, since the 1920s haven’t been very profitable here in Georgia. The rest of the country may be roaring through the twenties, but here in Rivers
End—all of Georgia, really—we’ve been squeaking through. We’re still climbing out from the War of Northern Aggression, which ravaged the land. Then came the boll weevil that killed King Cotton, leaving the farmers dirt poor. And when the farmers are poor, we all suffer.
Still, I put food on the table and shoes on my son’s feet. That counts for something, doesn’t it? Don’t ask Big Jim for his opinion, though. My late husband’s daddy is pushing me to get married again, but I like things the way they are, like being in charge of my life.
I lift my chin and my resolve, nodding hello to a farmer’s wife—whose name I can’t remember—inspecting the catfish laying on ice. I cross my fingers behind my back and hope she buys some.
Sadie, a few wayward strands of her salt-and-pepper hair escaping the knot on the back of her neck, enters the grocery. Though older than my mama, she stepped into the role of friend the day I arrived in Rivers End as a new bride, and then later as mentor on the day my husband died.
She hovers at the meat counter with Cal, my store manager, watching him count off some sausages. Her scowl deepens, turning the fine line between her brows into a deep crevice. “You keep your finger off that scale, Cal Llewellyn.”
I hide a smirk. She trusts few men, and he isn’t one of them. Cal lays the last sausage on the scale and holds his hands in the air like a man under arrest.
I set my pocketbook beneath the cash register and stroll over to greet her. “Mornin’, Sadie.”
A smile replaces her frown. “Mornin’ yourself. Where’ve you been?”
Sinking. I straighten a box of Quaker Oats someone has left too close to the shelf’s edge. “Over to Mobley’s to get Barry shoes. That boy grows faster than monkey grass.”
Cal hands her the butcher paper and twine-wrapped sausages as Sadie nods a thank you. She counts the change, tucks it into a small red coin purse, and slips it in the pocket of her trousers. She’s raised many an eyebrow in Rivers End since she took to wearing those.
Linking arms with me, she guides me toward the front door. “Did y’all figure out what you’re going to do about your tax bill?”
I glance back at Cal, but he’s weighing the farm wife’s catfish. Thank you. Not everyone is the good fisherman my Barry is. “What can I do but pay it? Only, I’m going have to get creative to figure out how. I’m hoping the News-Standard up in Lawrenceville will buy some short stories. They pay more than the Farm Whistler.”
Sadie leans close enough for me to smell the cloves she’s chewed. “You know, if you come up wanting, I have a little set aside and would gladly lend—”
“No.” Bless her heart, she can’t have much laid aside. I pat her hand to take away the sting of my refusal. “I thank you kindly, Sadie, but no. I have to do this on my own. Besides, I’ve written four of those little bedtime stories the newspapers are finally running.” I’d been trying to convince my editor to run the stories for three long years with no success. I don’t rightly know what changed his mind, but I’m not questioning my good fortune.
“You’re a true Southerner, Maggie Parker. But just remember, accepting a little help isn’t a sin.”
It is for me, or feels like it. It’s giving up my self-reliance, my independence. I step outside with her, blinking against the sunshine. Fat clouds drift across the sky, playing hide-and-seek with the sun. “I know it’s no sin, but it’s hard to explain without tarnishing Jimmy’s memory.”
Sadie looks me up and down with those piercing hazel eyes of hers, so in contrast to her father’s. She does have his Yamasee dark-brown skin and high cheekbones. A half smile twists her lips. “I understand more than you think. Knew your Jimmy from the day he was born. He was smack like his daddy.”
Part of me wants to blurt out I’m thankful someone understands. But the other part wants to banish old disappointments and cherish only the good memories. Barry looks so much like the daddy he never knew. It saddens me that Jimmy passed on before he knew I was expecting. Though my Jimmy was a century behind on his thinking about women, I loved my husband. Still, there were times when I wanted to jerk a knot in his tail. Some of his decisions defied logic.
A dented, rusty farm truck with wooden sides holding in bushels of apples and onions backfires as it pulls into the gas station cattycorner across the street. Half its back bumper’s gone, and the cab barely misses the edge of the marquee’s sagging roof.
I pull my gaze back to Sadie. “It was so frustrating.” The words gush out of me like ground water from a pump. “He never let me make a single decision beyond what to have for supper or which of his shirts to iron first. And he certainly never discussed business with me.”
We step to the side of the doorway as Cora Cook and her bucktoothed daughters approach the grocery. She still considers me an outsider and Sadie a half-breed. Sadie’s looks display her Yamasee heritage, but she’s a Georgia peach in my book. Biggity attitudes like Cora’s put a knot in my knickers.
Still, I give them my best smile. They’re usually good for fifty cents. I certainly hope so today.
“Morning, Cora. Hello, girls.”
The girls giggle but Cora simply nods.
Sadie follows them with her eyes, waiting until they go inside to resume our conversation. “Neither Jimmy nor his daddy believed women had the brains for business.” She chuckles, her low voice raspy. “You should have seen Big Jim when he first learned I was working in the bank. He got so riled he nearly withdrew his money. Big Jim told old Mr. Hardee that the day he hired me, his cheese done slid clean off his cracker.”
Leaning down and picking up a gum wrapper someone dropped, I can well imagine Big Jim saying that. Besides being prejudiced against anyone not like him, my father-in-law pitches a conniption fit if somebody’s opinion differs from his. “When Jimmy was courting me, I had no idea—”
Sadie lifts her chin, peering over my shoulder and squeezing my arm in warning. “Shh. Barry and Ozzie are headed our way. We’ll talk later.” She smiles brightly and offers a cheery wave as the boys jump up the curb and onto the sidewalk. “Mornin’, boys. Come give me some sugar.” Her tone changes faster than the weather.
“Morning, Miss Sadie.” Their two young voices chirp in unison. Barry, who idolizes her, kisses her cheek. Ozzie’s ears turn pink as ripe rhubarb. He’s always been slightly awed by the legends surrounding Sadie, but he kisses her, too, then the boys run upstairs to our apartment to play.
At the street door to the stairs up to the apartments, I bid Sadie adieu. When I open my front door, a folded paper miraculously still clinging to the mail slot after the boys banged into the apartment flutters to the hardwood floor. As I bend to retrieve it, my breath hitches, my heart pounds, and dread sours my stomach. The dark scrawl of my name on the front reveals the sender—Big Jim. My father-in-law. Straightening, I draw in a deep breath.
He’s just trying to call my bluff. He can’t sell the store because Jimmy left it to me. But as his threats have grown, so has my fear.
With shaky hands, I unfold the note, and as my eyes fly over its content, dread turns to alarm. Just as he’s sworn to do so many times before, he’s finally spoken to a lawyer.

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