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All That Glitters

By Lisa J. Flickinger

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Chapter 1


Vivian, are you in there?”

The bedroom door opened; Vivian Connor clutched her embroidery hoop tighter and her needle paused in midair, the indigo blue floss dangling.
Her younger sister Virginia stomped into the room and threw herself onto the bed. “I think … I think I’ll suffocate if I have to stay in this house one more minute.” She kicked her feet and hit the coverlet with clenched fists.
Not again. The pockmarks in the rose coloured wallpaper across the room were a reminder of the last “unfortunate incident” as mother called it. Was it just a week ago? Father had replaced her brush, comb, and mirror with the sterling silver set arranged on the chiffonier. They must have cost dearly, too dearly for a family without any wages. Tucking a ringlet behind one ear, Vivian stood and crossed the room hiding the gift from Virginia’s view. “All right, Virginia, what is it now?”
“Father decided I couldn’t go to the Fireman’s Ball on Saturday. I asked him a week ago when Logan asked me. He said he doesn’t know Logan Harris well enough to trust his daughter with him but I’ve known him for a whole month.”
“Ginny.” The soothing tone masked the exasperation bubbling in her stomach. “You know Father can’t abide one of your fits right now. And furthermore, he’s right. No one knows anything about your so-called hero, Logan.”
“I know everything I need to know.”
“Well then, has he told you where the money he flashes around town comes from?” No, and he wouldn’t either. His kind had been seen before, arrogant, pushy, and good looking enough to get away with it.
Ginny sat up and pinned Vivian with bright blue eyes; her chin lifted and a slight smirk appeared on her lips. “I didn’t think discussing where either of our fortunes came from was important.”
“Fortunes? What fortune? Our family’s situation is worse now than ever before, with Father so sick. Oh, Ginny, you didn’t.” As Vivian’s fingernails pierced the palms of her clenched fists the pain was a reminder to be civil. One must always be civil.
Ginny fussed with the pearl button on the edge of her wrist cuff and gave an exaggerated huff.
One … two … three … deep breath. “Ginny, did you lead Logan to believe Aunt Margaret’s home was our own?”
“Not exactly.”
“Not exactly?” It was hopeless to keep her voice from rising. “You mean you neglected to tell him we were only living here until Mother and Father decided what to do!”
“I didn’t think it was important, and frankly, he didn’t ask. All that really matters is that we have each other.” Ginny laid back on the bed once more and spread her arms out, dainty fingers extended, and sighed. “You’ll understand some day when you’re in love, like Logan and I.”
Maybe a sharp smack to the side of Ginny’s face would matter and perhaps even wipe that smug grin off her face too. How could she be so mean? It wasn’t fair, Vivian was twenty years old, two years Ginny’s senior and almost an old maid. The longing to be in love filled many daydreams, daydreams like linking an arm through one strong and protective for a stroll through town or clasping a hand sturdy and supportive to step up into a carriage. But how would it ever happen when Ginny kept Vivian busy tidying up ridiculous messes? Between that and Father’s illness, there was no time to meet a fellow - let alone court one.
“So if money doesn’t matter, why did Logan ask you to join him as he followed the men up north looking for gold?” Vivian asked. How could her sister be so naïve? Most likely the only thing that Logan cared about was money and finding the easiest way to get it. The gold rush was just the current prospect. Lots of folks had been saying they expected ninety-eight to produce more fortunes than the last two years put together. Every second man was heading up north to the Klondike seeking the elusive gold; Logan Harris was only one more fool.
“Well, Logan feels one should never lose an opportunity. He says the men need all kinds of supplies and services in the Klondike. He aims to meet the demand. I could be rich!” she said extending her arms above her head.
“Shush, they might hear you downstairs. Ginny, promise me you won’t go.” Why bother asking for a promise, she’s never kept them anyway. And she’s never listened to reason either - but her family deserved an attempt. “We don’t know anything about Logan, and you’ve only just met him. And even worse, you’ve misled him. What happens when he realizes you have no family money?” The grooves between the boards of the hardwood floor dug into her knees as she knelt on the floor beside the bed and took Ginny’s hand within her own. “I love you too much to let you do this. We all love you. Please, don’t go.”
“Really, Viv, aren’t you being a bit dramatic? I’m sure you will all get along fine without me.” She pulled her hand from Vivian’s and adjusted the collar of her dress. “You’re always saying I’m such a bother anyway.”
The breath caught in Vivian’s throat. It was true, Vivian thought Ginny a bother but she had no idea how high the resentment had built up, incident by incident, brick by brick, until it was difficult to see over the top.
“…and you wouldn’t believe what it’s like up north. Every second man is a millionaire. There are thousands of opportunities to make a fortune. In Dawson City there are fancy dance halls and splendid theatres. The women wear clothes as fashionable as those in Paris.”
“I am not concerned about what they wear. I am concerned about you.”
“Logan is going to buy a hotel. I can’t wait to live out my dream and walk down the staircase in a satin and velvet gown embroidered with tiny golden flowers,” (Ginny’s finger traced a flower in the air) “and the train flowing behind me on the stairs, my suede gloves on the banister. Everyone will turn and look at me.”
And it still won’t be enough. It will never be enough. Does Logan have any idea? But if Ginny leaves right now, it might kill their father. “Don’t go. I beg you, Ginny, don’t go.”
“Settle down. I promise you, I won’t go until I am sure of both Logan and his intentions.”
“What will happen if Father - ”
“Well, if you don’t think Father can bear the news right now, keep this conversation between the two of us.” Ginny grabbed her shawl from the bed and wrapped it around her petite shoulders and then she stood and walked toward the door. “ I think I will make my way down to Lady Annabelle’s and see if she needs any errands run.”
Lady Annabelle was a wealthy neighbor confined to a wheelchair. Ginny liked to make a habit of helping the elderly woman during the day and reading the Bible to her in the evenings. It was one of the few things to be admired about her sister. But it still wasn’t fair. All the endless hours of taking care of their two siblings, running errands for the family, and doing household tasks fell on Vivian’s shoulders and with no appreciation. Yet Ginny received constant praise from her mother, father, and aunt for the kindness to a stranger.
“Maybe … you should go.”
Ginny paused and looked back over her shoulder; tilting her head to one side she raised an eyebrow. “Go? Where?”
The question hung between them, unanswered.
Ginny turned, grabbed fistfuls of her dress, and stormed out the door.
Turning to lean against the bed, Vivian covered her face with her hands. The bedrail pressed into the flesh on her side and her legs prickled down into her toes. Why did Ginny make life so difficult? Why was she so hard to love?
Dear Jesus, I don’t even understand who Ginny is any more. She’s done so many horrible things. I am so afraid she will do something I can’t fix. My family needs your help, Lord. Please give me your guidance. Amen.
Taking a deep breath, Vivian’s fingertips pushed errant wisps of hair back from her forehead and tucked them into her coiffure. A hint of peace entered her heart. Standing, she smoothed the skirt of her yellow cotton dress. Ginny must be told she was about to make a terrible mistake.
The grandfather clock in the vestibule chimed eleven. Where were Jeremy and Sarah? She’d agreed to take the two for a walk during Father’s midday rest. They were likely in the backyard working on their fort. Poor Aunt Margaret, her beautifully manicured lawn and elegant gardens would not survive the constant digging and climbing.
Vivian closed the bedroom door and descended the staircase to the main entrance hall, the even grain of the cherry wood banister cool beneath her fingers. The hushed tones of Mother and Aunt Margaret echoed from the parlour- they must be having tea. But why did Mother sound so upset? Upon reaching the landing, Vivian paused; Mother and Aunt Margaret sat on two velvet cushioned chairs in front of the floor to ceiling bookshelves in the parlour. The silver tea set sat on a small table between them. Odd, they usually took their tea in the kitchen where the large windows let in more sunlight.
Mother dabbed her eyes with a lace hankie.
Auntie reached over to pat Mother’s hand murmuring as she turned her head from side to side.
Mother looked up and startled when her eyes met Vivian’s. She brought the hankie down to her lap and a tiny smile came to her lips before she spoke. “Why Vivian, I didn’t know you were here. Your Aunt Margaret and I were … we were having a nice chat.” she said.
“What about, Mother? Why are you crying?”
Her mother lifted the hankie and covered her eyes, her shoulders quaked.
“Don’t worry, Vivian,” Aunt Margaret replied. “Sometimes, we women need to talk things out. You’ll understand in time.”
Mother sat crying as Aunt Margaret stood and picked up the teacups placing them on the silver tray.
Descending three stairs Vivian walked over to stand beside her mother. She reached a hand out and placed it on her mother’s shoulder.
Mother shrugged and Vivian’s hand fell to her side.
The gesture stung and tears gathered behind her eyes. Her voice carried a hitch as she spoke, “Mother, what’s wrong? Is it Father? Is he worse?”
Aunt Margaret moved the cups and saucers around on the tray, a small tremble to her fingers.
“Mother?”
“Vivian, please you’re not helping. Let your mother be.”
“Mother, please. I need to know.”
Mother didn’t say a word as she stared off into the corner and wound a hankie around her fingers.
Aunt Margaret straightened her slender back and turned to speak to Vivian. “I think it would be best if you took the children for their walk. Your mother is exhausted and mustn’t be bothered.”
“Aunt Margaret, why don’t you tell me? What is going on?”
“It’s not my place to tell you. Your parents will tell you when it is necessary. Please, go for your walk.”
The dismissal was unmistakable.
“Mother, Aunt Margaret, if you will excuse me,” Vivian curtsied, “I will be taking a walk with the children now.” She turned on her heel, marched to the front door, and closed it with a firm thump.
They will tell her when it is necessary? Would they ever understand how all the secrets twisted in her stomach at night, how she curled up in the window seat in the bedroom for hour upon hour staring at the moon and wondering what would become of them? How long would they try and protect her from the truth? When would they realize she was a grown up, an adult, only two months from her twenty- first birthday? The need to know if her father’s health had worsened burned in her chest; if they wouldn’t tell her, she would find someone who would.
Vivian clomped down the front walk.
Jeremy and Sarah peered out of the apple tree on the front boulevard as they plucked blossoms off the branches and sprinkled them on the ground; their cheeks flushed red with exertion and their eyes sparkling with mischief.
“Vivvy,” Jeremy said, “we’re making snow!”
Vivian laughed and walked over to the tree reaching through the thick leaves to help the children climb down.
“Come on you two. I think Aunt Margaret might want some apples this summer.”
Sarah, five years old, favoured Ginny’s looks with jet black hair and vivid blue eyes. Her chubby arms circled Vivian’s neck.
Vivian gave her a quick squeeze before bending over to set her on the grass.
Jeremy grabbed an upper branch with one fist and swung to a lower one. He curled his legs around the next and released his hands to swing back and then drop to the grass on his bare feet. At seven years old he’d grown three inches in the last year. He took after their mother’s family with long bony limbs and large joints.
She envied his golden brown curls.
Since their father’s illness and the move to Aunt Margaret’s home, most of their care fell on Vivian’s shoulders. Ginny considered herself much too important to spend her time with “mere children” and Mother was kept busy taking care of Father.
“But we weren’t picking apples, just silly old flowers,” Jeremy said.
“In that case, I think we have something to talk about on our walk. And I might even have a couple of pennies for some candy from the general store on Main Street.”
“Oh, could we, Vivvy? Could we get some of my favourites?” Sarah asked.
Vivian brushed the leaves and sticks from Sarah’s brown pinafore and wiped the smudges of dirt from her sister’s cheeks.
Sarah licked each palm and ran them along her forehead and down each braid. She looked up at Vivian, a grin stretching across her tiny face.
“That looks better.” Vivian reached out to pluck one last stray leaf from Sarah’s blouse. What would she do without the distraction of her younger brother and sister? She stretched her hand out to tidy Jeremy’s collar.
“Ah, cut that out Vivvy. I can brush my own self.” He squirmed away and straightened his jacket.
He was growing up so fast, like a little man of the house.
The trio sauntered down the lane of the sleepy town. The families move three months ago had brought them east, across the country, to Aunt Margaret’s hometown of Brentwood. She missed back home where everyone knew her by name, but the Brentwood residents were friendly and had welcomed them with open arms. Several waved from their gardens and front lawns as they walked by.
The intoxicating scent of the spring blossoms filled her nostrils as the warmth of the sun spread across her back releasing some of the tension between her shoulder blades.
Two houses down from Lady Annabelle’s sprawling lawn, Vivian noticed Ginny’s blue skirt protruding from the corner of Lady Annabelle’s summer kitchen, several yards from the main house. What was Ginny doing out there? Perhaps this was an opportunity to take a moment and apologize for her earlier rudeness. And then she could convince Ginny not to make a decision she might regret the rest of her life. She grasped the hands of her siblings and quickened the pace.
As they neared the house, the reason for Ginny’s location became apparent. Ginny and Logan stood face to face in the shadow of the summer kitchen with Ginny’s back against the brick wall and Logan’s left palm extended and leaning on the wall next to her shoulder. They appeared deep in conversation and completely oblivious to the trio’s advance. Logan handed Ginny a small leather pouch. She clasped it in both hands and held it to her chest, staring up into Logan’s face. He leaned forward and kissed her on the lips, and then his entire body pressed Ginny against the wall, his hands holding either side of her face.
Vivian gasped and Jeremy and Sarah turned their faces toward her.
“Uh …” Raising a hand to her mouth, she pointed to a bumblebee in a flowerbed a few steps away.
“Are you afraid of a stupid old bee, Vivvy? It won’t hurt you if you don’t bother him.” Jeremy stepped over, nudged the flower with his boot and the bee buzzed away.
What was Ginny thinking? Did Jeremy and Sarah see what transpired across the street? And if they did, how would she ever explain it to them? Ginny’s plan had gone so much farther than the family suspected. Glancing up toward the summerhouse, Vivian exhaled as Ginny headed toward the manor and Logan was nowhere to be seen.
“What beautiful violets.” Vivian bent over next to the flower bed and brought her nose to the tiny petals, inhaling their sweet aroma. Lord, what should I do?
Sarah knelt on the grass, leaned over and took a big sniff. “That tickles.” She giggled and rubbed the end of her nose.
Jeremy stood and watched his sisters, a smirk on his face and arms folded across his chest.
Vivian straightened and dusted the front of her skirt.
“All right. Let’s go.” She clasped Sarah’s hand, pulling her to her feet. The three continued walking toward Main Street.
All the talk about helping Lady Annabelle and going on about ministering to the lonely, all the times Ginny excused herself from chores at home so she could help someone who “really needed her,” it was lies all lies. She’d pretended to be unselfish, when all along it was a ruse to meet Logan. Of course her kindness had never been real. Why would Ginny change? And it had been stupid, so stupid to believe her. Maybe Mother wouldn’t think so highly of her little dear when she heard the truth. Perhaps Ginny had finally gone too far.
Regardless, knowing the condition of Father’s health was more urgent than her sister’s shenanigans and Sarah and Jeremy deserved her attention.
As Vivian and the children walked along, she took the opportunity to explain why they shouldn’t pluck the blossoms from Aunt Margaret’s tree as it needed the flowers to produce the apples they both loved to eat. She also peppered the children with questions about their bug collection, which was kept in small jars in the back yard.
“Maybe we should let some of our bees go in the tree, to make sure we didn’t kill all the apples.” Jeremy eyes met hers.
“I suppose that might work. I’ll bet the bees would love to spend some time in that beautiful tree, anyway. Do you think you could do it without getting stung?”
“Ah, sure. I’m not afraid of bees. Not like you girls.” Jeremy hitched up his trousers and strutted down the street, his small fists jabbing the air. “I’ll bet I could even take a round out of that fellow who was kissing Ginny. He wasn’t supposed to, was he Vivvy?”
The pulse of her heart thudded in her chest.
“Uh, pardon, Jeremy, I don’t think I understand.”
“You know, that tall fellow mucking all over Ginny’s face over at Lady Annabelle’s. I don’t think Father would be too happy to find out, either.”
“Why do you think that, Jeremy?”
“I heard him talking to Ginny the other day about not making decisions she would regret. Do you suppose that’s what he was talking about, kissing that guy and such?”
How long had Jeremy been concerned about Ginny? He was much too young to be troubled over his older sister. When would Ginny realize how her choices affected the whole family? “I’m sure Ginny’s fine, Jeremy, please don’t worry about her. She knows right from wrong. And you know Father is not feeling well. I think he’s being overly cautious. How did you overhear them anyway?”
“I was sneaking cookies for Sarah and me from the pantry, when Father and Ginny were talking in the kitchen.”
He stopped for a moment and reached out to touch the sleeve of her dress.
“You won’t tell him I was doing’ that will ya? I wasn’t meaning to listen in.”
Hand extended, she brushed the curls back from his forehead and clasped his chin with her fingers. “I think he would understand, Jeremy, and if you talked to him about stealing cookies, you would feel better too. As for Ginny, I’m not quite sure what she’s up to or what Father was talking to her about, but I do aim to find out. There are too many secrets in this family.”
“Will you tell us when you know?”
The trust and innocence on Jeremy’s and Sarah’s face both melted her heart and fueled her anger toward Ginny.
“I promise you two, I won’t keep any secrets.” Unless, of course, it would do more harm than good to tell them. “And I would like you to promise me, too. If you know something important, share it with me before it’s too late.”
“I promise, Viv,” Jeremy said with the sincerity of a solemn pledge.
“Me too, Vivvy”
The three of them clasped hands and ambled further down the street.
“All right, let’s see what we can do about getting you two some of those peppermint sticks, you love so much, from the general store.”

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